Yep, not my usual standard, I usually play 1v1 for like 10-15 mins with a friend, who is "the mean hero on mid", to help me train on my game, so i tell him what I wanna pick, so he can counter pick so i will have hard times, but after I lost, he asked why didn't I killed him? Since I had so many openings, after watching replays of those games, it is true, there were opening for me to kill him, and not because he allowed me to, but because the fact I managed to create these openings. I feel more confident in myself now, got ever the loss, but I still am in a losing streak. Let me put it like this: My last score before the contest with TA was 24-8-8, +/- one kill, can't check now, and the games after are with the best score of 6-10-10 or so (since I made a goof and went ranked when I was a noob at lvl 13, games where the typical "screw you I am mid" [which recently costed me like 100 mmr from the little I had anyway] and feeds like a boss [don't tell me that a slardar who lets LC win 4 duels solo only during laning is not a feeder, since I called mid with TA before the game, or a Huskar who feeds Jugg on mid] are not included)